Re: 2025 Writing Log, Part 38

Sep. 27th, 2025 07:39 am
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I also changed the PFP icon and visual theme of my main Tumblr blog. I call my new theme "touch moss," and it's not perfect, but I'll keep playing with it until I'm happy. For the time being, it's just nice to see something different.

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Idk man. The spirit of Marie Kondo is with me, and she says: It does not spark joy.

2025 Writing Log, Part 38

Sep. 27th, 2025 07:19 am
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Not much to report this week. Just doing my best. 🌿
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piano notes (september)

Sep. 25th, 2025 12:29 pm
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the good news: my partner got me a fancy audio interface* for my birthday <3 so i can pull nice recordings off my piano now! and i broke it in by recording myself playing Verso's theme <3 it was very fun <3

the grind:

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Monsters + Flowers

Sep. 23rd, 2025 10:43 am
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Silksong
https://hannahlockillustration.tumblr.com/post/794407609977421825/silksong-just-beat-phantom-in-the-game-u-where

I love Hannah Lock's art in general, and I especially love this illustration in particular.

I'm linking to the piece here as a reference to myself. What I hear is that the way to develop your style as an artist is to allow yourself to be as horny as you need to be about one specific thing, and this is exactly the sort of thing I can't get enough of: A little guy in a lushly green environment. This is, for example, why I still love the Zelda games despite also kind of genuinely hating the Zelda games.

While studying my social media metrics over the past two years (which is a totally normal thing to do), I realized that reception is totally random. In addition, nothing I draw is ever going to do numbers in the current social media ecosystem. So why not give up and do whatever I want instead? Specifically, given that I love color and composition but suck at linework, why not loosen up a bit and just fill the page with rough lines and color blocks? And if I draw dozens of pieces just like the illustration I linked to above, so much the better! In the art world I believe they call this a "theme."

I have a handful of pieces I need to wrap up; but after that, it's little guys in green environments time. 🌿
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When, in the course of human events, one reads a little bit too much of Marilynne Robinson's incredible prose, and then plays a little bit too much Clair Obscur: Expedition 33, and thus gets the two very different types of work all muddled in one's head, and is thus seized with the need to go spit out many thousands of words of Clair-Obscur-fanfiction-in-the-style-of-Marilynne-Robinson, but becomes aware partway through the project that one's understanding of the culture and structure of the Paris Conservatory during the Belle Époque era is incredibly thin, and this lack of understanding is really becoming awkward given that one has gone and invented an entire subplot involving multiple professors at aforementioned conservatory in one's fanfiction based on a passing mention in canon that "oh such-and-such character went to conservatory" and literally nothing else—well, it thus becomes necessary to go read a well-regarded biography of a contemporaneous French composer to amend that lack of knowledge.

Which is how I found myself reading Gabriel Fauré: A Musical Life by Jean-Michel Nectoux (translated by Roger Nichols).

("You really have a knack for nerd-sniping yourself," a friend observed dryly when I explained my present pitiable state of affairs. Yeah I sure do, huh.)

As I've been reading this primarily for convoluted fanfiction research purposes, what follows should not be construed as a review or anything even approaching one (I haven't even finished reading the book yet!), but, more of a... thinking-aloud session? Because there's a great deal that's amused me, and also a great deal that's made me very ponderous, and also stuff that just straight-up confused me (recall my aforementioned staggering lack of historical/contextual knowledge)... and yeah the only way I know how to think these days is via blog posts, apparently.

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Oh, also, one last funny bit about the translation: there's a bunch of words that are left with the French spelling, for no particular reason I can discern? The funniest of these is "rôle," which is always spelled the French way, even though there is no semantic difference to be had there. Whatcha trying to prove with that little hat over the O, lol. Though I guess The New Yorker still spells coordinate and cooperate as "coördinate" and "coöperate" so. I guess we all have our little spelling hangups :P

Git Gud

Sep. 22nd, 2025 08:47 am
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How to Install Silksong mods on the Steam Deck
https://blog.joshnichols.com/post/how-to-install-silksong-mods-on-the-steam-deck/

I spent more than an hour following this guide and troubleshooting possible issues, but I couldn't for the life of me get any of the mods to work. The windows visualization of my Steam Deck system is slightly different from the system of the guy who made this video tutorial, and I suspect that my issue is probably something along the lines of "you put the wrong files in the wrong folder." But who can say.

And this is such a shame, honestly. Silksong is a gorgeous and fascinating game, but its developers seem to have assumed that everyone has spent the past seven years getting a PhD in Hollow Knight. Enemies move twice as fast, hit twice as hard, and have twice as much HP. In contrast, Hornet only gets half as many upgrades, which are only half as effective. Unless you have professional-level reflexes, some of the bosses are impossible.

Given the immense popularity of Hollow Knight, I question the decision of the Silksong developers not to include the sort of simple quality-of-life and accessibility features that are available through mods. I don't mind difficult games, but Silksong is severely unbalanced. I kind of want to put the devs in a Saw trap where they have to sacrifice one of their fingers for each accessibility feature they refuse to include.
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I should start a YouTube channel

Sep. 21st, 2025 10:53 am
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I'm currently writing an original piece of flash fiction called "In This House We Love Hello Kitty," which is about an aging Millennial who's doing some urban exploration and comes across an old CRT monitor that reminds him of how his grandmother used to defend him against his homophobic parents before she got numerology brainrot from Facebook.

For this story, I had to come up with some original numerology rants, and it was surprisingly easy to do.

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I'm good, right? And I could do this all damn day. I'm sure this has nothing to do with ADHD

2024 Year in Review

Sep. 20th, 2025 07:53 am
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Books Read: 123
Graphic Novels Read: 50
Japanese Manga Read: 48
Video Games Finished: 20
Zines Reviewed on Etsy: 73
Illustrations and Comics Posted: 57
Illustrations and Comics Commissioned: 33
Posts on Gingko Books: 51
Posts on Digital Fantasy Diary: 66

I realized that I never put together this sort of list for 2024, so I went ahead and did it for the purpose of giving myself a bit of encouragement. Like I said in my annual year-end resolution post (here), 2024 was a tough year for me. 2025 hasn’t been much better, to be honest, and it’s important to have a small reminder to keep moving forward while seeking out joy. In 2024 I stopped caring about “finishing” media after it stopped being fun, and this turned out to be a good habit.

Also, in 2024 I was careful about maintaining a regular posting schedule (by which I mean consistently posting at the same time of day on the same days of the week), and what I learned is that this had no effect on the metrics of any of my blogs or social media. Reception really is almost totally random, and you can never say for certain what’s going to get positive feedback. This year, I’ve been much more casual about posting. I haven’t noticed any difference in numbers, but I’ve been far less stressed out.

2025 Writing Log, Part 37

Sep. 20th, 2025 08:45 am
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I’ve been in a horrible mood all week. This might be nothing more than the change in season, but I have a feeling it has more to do with being expected to bear silent witness to racially-motivated murder at home and an ongoing genocide abroad. I wish this somehow got easier to deal with on a daily basis, but it never does.

Meanwhile, my Pomeranian has noticed that looking at my phone makes me angry, so she’s begun attacking it whenever she sees it in my hand. What a good and smart little creature!
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Ghost in the Mall: The Affective and Hauntological Potential of Dead Mall Ruins
https://capaciousjournal.com/article/ghost-in-the-mall/

In the dead mall the dream of mass consumer culture is disenchanted – the stores are closed, there are no products on the shelf, no running water fountains, no more vibrant exciting consumer interiors. And yet, as the enthusiasts’ reflections demonstrate, the utopian desires of the mall remain a spectral affectual trace haunting the hallways once filled with people and products.

Not gonna lie, I love the concept of "spectral affect." I also admire how the author of this article references The Mushroom at the End of the World (my beloved):

Despite the rubble seeming dead and inert, ruins are lively places – places where unexpected things may emerge. I approach the dead mall like Anna Tsing (2015) does the abandoned industrial forests where matsutake mushrooms grow. The matsutake alerts us to an important question: what grows on the edges of our capitalist worlds, in our capitalist ruins? Inspired by Tsing, I practice an "art of noticing" – looking with a hopeful eye at the ruins of dead malls.

I've been rereading Tsing's matsutake book alongside Fredric Jameson, and both authors are interesting companions on the road to rethinking what it means to live in the ruins of a decaying empire. As a follow-up to In Praise of Moss, it might be cool to make a new zine titled something like "In Praise of Decay: The Mushroom Model of Degrowth."
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A tour of dead and dying malls around Philadelphia
https://billypenn.com/2022/08/01/philadelphia-malls-tour-moorestown-exton-gallery-neshaminy-oxford/

Now officially called Voorhees Town Center, following a failed 2007 rebrand, the mall is a ghost town. Footsteps echo ominously through empty tile halls that contain just four or five operational storefronts, including a karate dojo and an inexplicably new-looking Bath & Body Works. The handsome corporate modern-style food court, complete with hotel lobby palm trees, is completely vacant. Every restaurant and every concession stand has closed, leaving nothing behind but dozens of tables and a few workers from a nearby behavioral health clinic enjoying their bring-from-home lunch in uncanny silence.

I also appreciate the writer's take on the Lovecraftian architecture of the King of Prussia mall:

The interior takes on the uncanny geometry and baffling architecture of a Las Vegas casino. The packed hallways seem to fold in on themselves, leaving you disoriented among apparently endless sunlit atriums and multiple redundant food courts.

Make Lovecraft Not Warcraft

Sep. 18th, 2025 09:46 am
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It’s very cool to have gotten a Lovecraft pastiche accepted for publication (fingers crossed). When it (hopefully) comes out, it will be the third Lovecraft story I’ve published in a fiction magazine.

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I sincerely believe that people should write whatever they want, but a part of me still worries that I’m going to be judged for aligning myself with the work of such a problematic author.

The truth remains, though, that these Lovecraft stories only occupy a small closet in the house I’m trying to build with my writing. What I’d want to say to anyone who judges me is not to be like the small rural library that only had room for Stephen King and HP Lovecraft, but to create space for original work that does more than facilitate a feedback loop of preset responses.

DeviantArt is a dead mall

Sep. 17th, 2025 07:34 am
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The Tragic Downfall of the Internet’s Art Gallery
https://slate.com/technology/2024/05/deviantart-what-happened-ai-decline-lawsuit-stability.html

It’s not unlikely, as WyerframeZ surmised, that someone constructed a low-effort bot network that could hold up a self-perpetuating money-embezzlement scheme: Generate a bunch of free images and accounts, have them buy and boost one another in perpetuity, inflate metrics so that the “art” gets boosted by DeviantArt and reaches real humans, then watch the money pile up from DeviantArt revenue-sharing programs. Rinse, repeat.

This is an interesting article from May 2024 that meticulously documents what's been happening to DeviantArt since late 2022. It's really sad... and kind of spooky.

Definitely not haunted even a little

Sep. 16th, 2025 12:04 pm
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Old LA Zoo in Griffith Park: An Abandoned Zoo
https://californiathroughmylens.com/old-la-zoo-griffith-park/

The Old LA Zoo is what remains of the original Los Angeles Zoo that was simply left in its place when the zoo changed locations. Also, picnic benches were added to some of the old animal areas, and it was adopted into Griffith Park, which welcomes tons of visitors each day. The zoo is a truly unique location in the urban jungle that is Los Angeles.

Something I appreciate about this abandoned zoo is that they're not even trying to keep people out; they just put up a few signs that say "no smoking" and left it at that. Fair enough.

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